Its raining men.....and it ain't hallelujah

I am up at 4 am worrying about this calf that was left behind in the field from its mommy...she "should" be able to find it after I let her into the meadow where he was left behind...I will go down and check about 6 am....God Bless its little black heart....and GB my poor husband that shrugged his shoulders and didn't see the issue....MEN are a species....and I am not sure its "human".......

Checked my email......had sent an email of medical receipts and such to my ex....hes responsible for 55% and me the rest. He informed me that the trips that the girls have to the dermatologist he isn't covering because he had acne back in the day and no one bought him medication...he just had to wash his face 3 times a day...GET REAL.....he said it isn't medically necessary....its not a medical condition....hello to you all that are reading this....he has been an ASS since the beginning of his existance.....which says a lot about me for getting wrapped up in that...but thats another story!.....Berkeley has a precaucerous mole that needs removed and a few others that are "Sketchy" and he really never addressed that in the email.....more worried about the $$$$$. He also informed me that he made his glasses last 2 years or more and they could just change out their lenses.....I hate him....why wouldn't you want the very best that you could provide for your children. See people....I have never ever given his half of medical receipts until this year...until I had been drug back to court so many times that I finally had it and decided...you want to pick about every little minor thing.....fine....heres what you owe buddy.....and now he sees that I am using the child support where it is to be used....I was accused of "your getting rich down there on my child support buying cows and f-450 trucks".....sure on 900 bucks a month! He has a child that is a year old and hasn't hit soccer/scouts/midget leagues/oh now you need glasses/growing at the rate of 400 mph a second and needs new everything because of the growth rate.....

I am a rock between 2 insensitive human beings......the question is...."IS THIS MAN STUFF?"....are they all jerks or am I just picking jerks? Don't get me wrong my current husband has fabulous qualities....he is an excellent provider and is very willing to pay for anything the girls need.....he's went above and beyond...but there is just a common jerk factor that they seem to have....like huffing around because the AIR CONDITIONER IS ON and its 48 degrees outside....."what do you mean your freezing"....life is maddening with men.....frustrating at best.